Winter 2000, red hot economy: Weekend, Paris, Lancaster, Faubourg St. Honoré, Queens Club, her new Cadolle corset, MTV by the way and Demon vs. Heartbreaker's video (Quicktime or Windows Media) on heaviest rotation. Today kissing sometimes is accompanied by the a subliminal fear, maybe losing parts of myself, mostly the ones i don't need anyway but am not willing to give away, not to you, not now. Maybe it's time for a personal Fun-House revival.